[ stares at that reply. well he shouldn't read into it, into anything - the kindness or the patience. the willingness to let hiiragi stay in his life... ]
i'd see you every day too
[ because it is worth saying even if it's not different from bothering shouma every day ]
next time you're here i can take you to the one we use the most! if you want, i mean!
you're busy too!! but that works for me i really don't thinka nything will happen you know we're just gonna perform then head out
[ after the usual fan greetings etc. or if he has a not-fight with shizusumi maybe after THAT....but shouma WILL get a text or a call or something after, as promised. ]
[ he's pretty sure that other family is going to keep an eye on hiiragi for a little bit, but he's not expecting him to give him a sign of life until he's done celebrating with shizusumi, honestly. ]
[ hiiragi's sometimes bullheadedness will get him a ways but anxiety will creep in as it tends to: becoming unusually jumpy, imagining things there when they're not.
wanting to know more often how shouma is. if he's safe. if he's not.
the anxieties of the band being in the limelight will also come to a head but it will be a bit different.
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i'd see you every day too
[ because it is worth saying even if it's not different from bothering shouma every day ]
next time you're here i can take you to the one we use the most!
if you want, i mean!
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yeah, i'd like that
i want to see where you work
[ if he can!! if things don't get weird... er. ]
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i'll sneak you in!
they let us practice pretty late sometimes
well i lose track of time when it's just me
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maybe i can make sure you remember to eat something
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[ and cute. well it might not be what hiiragi's picturing: shouma burritoed in a scarf. but the mental image is very cute to him. ]
music first food second!
[ but sharing it with shouma makes it more appealing... ]
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but you can take breaks, right?
you can't keep up your energy if you're not eating
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that's true!
sometimes when i'm writing i just don't feel too hungry you know?
but eating with you is nice
i can take a break for that
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it'll be like i'm not even there
[ meaning he'll be quiet and let hiiragi do his thing. probably end up napping in a chair or something. ]
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but in a good way
[ fond! there's no way it could be like he's not there but hiiragi gets his meaning. just teasing or something. sorta. ]
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if that good way is me nagging you to drink some water
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well you'll be here so it's automatically good
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you're killing me
but i'm looking forward to it anyway
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sooooo
when are you coming?
[ no point pretending not to be eager. hiiragi's a shit liar even in text. ]
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i shouldn't stay too long so if it's just a night, i can come whenever
but maybe give it time to cool down after your comeback show
[ he can just sleep on the train on the way back to kyoto. ]
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but that works for me
i really don't thinka nything will happen you know
we're just gonna perform then head out
[ after the usual fan greetings etc. or if he has a not-fight with shizusumi maybe after THAT....but shouma WILL get a text or a call or something after, as promised. ]
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i just don't wanna rock the boat too much, yknow?
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thanks
idk if i ever actually said it
i mean for looking out for me
[ not just saving him but also...not cutting ties with him after all even if that'd definitely be 'easier' on shouma probably... ]
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[ which is... kind of hard to balance with still wanting to see him. ]
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[ not really his own point....but not totally untrue either...anyway shouma's not going anywhere if hiiragi has anything to say about it ]
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what happens when i leave?
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until the next time i see you!
[ if it was that simple... well to hiiragi it is. or he's decided it is. ]
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[ silly him forgetting the 'more' before ]
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we'll both be careful
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wanting to know more often how shouma is. if he's safe. if he's not.
the anxieties of the band being in the limelight will also come to a head but it will be a bit different.
regardless,]
deal.
[ and ]
oh hey i wanted to ask
when's your birthday?
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