[ which is to say he'll either ask yoshino or come up with something on his own or both!?
as for the upcoming show....well, fact of the matter is the other family does have their eye on hiiragi but it's not like hiiragi realizes this, senses anything. that it's enough reason that shouma derailed the last warning attempt, wouldn't occur to him either. ]
i'll be with the others so and i'll see if i can crash with shizu or something
[ except in the 11th hour hiiragi will realize he doesn't want to risk anyone watching him finding out where shizu lives. well he'll cross that bridge when he comes to it. ]
i promise! sometimes we go out drinking after anyway and i can ask someone else if shizu can't
[ though shizu will 100% say yes and then they'll fight about why hiiragi's being so cagey bc shizu still hasn't received the Whole Story yet which is of course one reason he's being a bit colder than usual. but hiiragi thinks he's just stressed between the band and acting or something.
that it has to do with the little smiles hiiragi has when he's texting shouma sometimes has not occurred to him at All ]
[ shouma is putting all his faith in shizusumi this round. he doesn't know if things have been weird between them, but he's hoping he can at least shelve it for a night. ]
you should celebrate anyway you've worked pretty hard to make it to this point
true, true. take me out for a drink next time we see each other
[ assuming all goes well, it's nice to share the victories along the path with all the people he cares about, and hiiragi doesn't care if it's on the same night or later. ]
[ shouma's been the recipient of hiiragi's sulk enough to know what it looks like. and sure he was a wreck the next day but THIS time he won't be recovering from a kidnapping. so it should be fine. right?! ... ]
i don't remember either ok!!! i mean i probably didn't! you'd remember?? i think well i mean we were both drhinking idk
[ breathe. ok when hiiragi was super touchy maybe he reached for (repeatedly) shouma he was also trying to bury his face in his shoulder or chest or honestly whatever. his neck. does that count. he didn't actually kiss him. and it was probably more annoying than anything else, a touchy koala. of sorts. clingy cat. the most embarrassing thing hiiragi also doesn't remember is asking shouma to say nice things about him. yeah.
but still...it did taste good and lke saying he doesnt want to do tequila again is that the SAME as saying he doesnt like touching shouma? WHY IS HE THINKING LIKE THIS. he literally has his head in his hands til he manages another reply ok ]
but i wasnt feeling super good maybe i can handle it better this time?
[ whew whew whew. and shouma doesn't need to know that hiiragi turns out to be one of those ridiculous people who can be crushing on more than one person at once. it helps (?) that he figures they don't see him like that (#idiot) and well what he's got is already so nice anyway!
....ah. ]
geez well i'm still sorry you ended up having to take care of me more cause o fthat
but i think it'll be better this time and you'll drink with me right?
[ actually he's going to get wasted again but like this will be confirmation that hiiragi can consume considerably less tequila than other things before getting touch y and too talkative. ]
i'd hate to think you had me at my worst drunk and sober
[ also he would be even more embarrassed than he is (again) already. his memory is hazy at best: warmth, shouma's smell and touch, the taste of salt sharp against something sweet but he doesn't know what that was. ]
[ as good as asking to be praised more but hiiragi is strangely always desperate for love despite receiving much of it. desperate to know he's wanted even though no one has ever said otherwise.... ]
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[ which is to say he'll either ask yoshino or come up with something on his own or both!?
as for the upcoming show....well, fact of the matter is the other family does have their eye on hiiragi but it's not like hiiragi realizes this, senses anything. that it's enough reason that shouma derailed the last warning attempt, wouldn't occur to him either. ]
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you'll stay with the band at the gig, right?
you won't go off alone?
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and text you when i'm back
remember! you agreed w/ me that they probably won't do anything in front of other people
so it'll be okay, okay?
[ if shouma was there he'd even hug him or reach to pat him on the head, or something.
and if hiiragi ends up being wrong, well. he hopes he's not. ]
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[ shizusumi, take care of your man. shouma needs at least a couple drinks. ]
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and i'll see if i can crash with shizu or something
[ except in the 11th hour hiiragi will realize he doesn't want to risk anyone watching him finding out where shizu lives. well he'll cross that bridge when he comes to it. ]
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promise me you'll crash with someone
or someone will stay over with you
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sometimes we go out drinking after anyway
and i can ask someone else if shizu can't
[ though shizu will 100% say yes and then they'll fight about why hiiragi's being so cagey bc shizu still hasn't received the Whole Story yet which is of course one reason he's being a bit colder than usual. but hiiragi thinks he's just stressed between the band and acting or something.
that it has to do with the little smiles hiiragi has when he's texting shouma sometimes has not occurred to him at All ]
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you should celebrate anyway
you've worked pretty hard to make it to this point
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take me out for a drink next time we see each other
[ assuming all goes well, it's nice to share the victories along the path with all the people he cares about, and hiiragi doesn't care if it's on the same night or later. ]
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just maybe not tequila this time
[ mostly because shouma is still stuck on how touchy hiiragi was versus how messed up he was the next day. ]
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shouma!!!
[ shouma's been the recipient of hiiragi's sulk enough to know what it looks like. and sure he was a wreck the next day but THIS time he won't be recovering from a kidnapping. so it should be fine. right?! ... ]
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you really wanna get touchy with me again?
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typing typing stopping typing typing gah ]
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i meant you tasted good!
[ fuck ]
IT*
[ help x 2 ]
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sure ]
i don't remember you putting your mouth on me
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i mean i probably didn't!
you'd remember??
i think
well i mean we were both drhinking idk
[ breathe. ok when hiiragi was super touchy maybe he reached for (repeatedly) shouma he was also trying to bury his face in his shoulder or chest or honestly whatever. his neck. does that count. he didn't actually kiss him. and it was probably more annoying than anything else, a touchy koala. of sorts. clingy cat. the most embarrassing thing hiiragi also doesn't remember is asking shouma to say nice things about him. yeah.
but still...it did taste good and lke saying he doesnt want to do tequila again is that the SAME as saying he doesnt like touching shouma? WHY IS HE THINKING LIKE THIS. he literally has his head in his hands til he manages another reply ok ]
but i wasnt feeling super good
maybe i can handle it better this time?
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i was just kidding
you were touchy but not in that kinda way
[ it's not like hiiragi likes him like that. shizusumi has basically all of his attention and it's better that way, right? ]
i told you i'd be your designated tequila person and i'll stand by that
so if you wanna try again, i'm down for it
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....ah. ]
geez
well i'm still sorry
you ended up having to take care of me more cause o fthat
but i think it'll be better this time
and you'll drink with me right?
[ actually he's going to get wasted again but like this will be confirmation that hiiragi can consume considerably less tequila than other things before getting touch y and too talkative. ]
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it's not like i minded
you were cute even if you were miserable
but yeah sure i'll drink with you
[ just not to the point he gets wasted along with him. he's got to keep an eye out, after all. ]
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i don't remember being miserable...
i guess i figured i was enjoying it
even if the hangover was less fun
[ read: not f un at all compounded by injury recovery but he did it to himself re tequila sooo ]
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you were way worse off
but you did seem like you were having a good time
[ with how much he was openly laughing and being touchy and all. shouma would be lying if he said that alone didn't make it worth it for him. ]
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that's a relief
i'd hate to think you had me at my worst drunk and sober
[ also he would be even more embarrassed than he is (again) already. his memory is hazy at best: warmth, shouma's smell and touch, the taste of salt sharp against something sweet but he doesn't know what that was. ]
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think you charmed everyone there even
[ mostly because people can't stop talking about how cute hiiragi is and how shouma should bring him around more often. ]
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[ as good as asking to be praised more but hiiragi is strangely always desperate for love despite receiving much of it. desperate to know he's wanted even though no one has ever said otherwise.... ]
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even my coworkers when you were sober
[ he's sure they kicked into their "shouma is the worst" spiel whenever he left the table. ]
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AND for your birthday
[ he has not given up apparently.... and if he was hoping shouma would say he was charmed too well thats alright too. maybe! ]
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