Oh... uh... maybe we should just pretend I probably wasn’t cold to the touch or hadn’t eaten anything in days or any of the other stuff I’m reading on the hospice websites I found when I googled what death rattles were.
You got more copies of that all that legal stuff? Maybe I should sign it for real this time.
[never mind the fact that he doesn’t even question what it said, or what assets he might be bequeathing to who. Kylo clearly trusts you.]
Jesus, were those disco biscuits or oxy biscuits? Or both? Probably both... you know,I probably still have...
Now.
How about now. Now sounds like a good time.
[a very good thing. Because in reality, he’s fucking loaded with a trust fund that many an unscrupulous partner would want for themselves. And abusive ex-boyfriends make awful powers of attorney.]
I have no idea what you took or how much. You couldn't tell me - and believe me, I asked.
Please don't. Okay? Just don't. For a while, could you just
TRY
to hold off?
I'll be there soon.
[And all Jyn wants is to make sure that he's as safe as possible. It's not an easy job, but she's doing her best. Best to keep those unscrupulous people away legally as well as physically - and she's threatened a few about not showing their faces anytime soon.]
Don’t let me think about it. Don’t let me think about it. Not if you want me anywhere close to sober by the time you get here and fix it like you fix everything somehow.
[given the complicated nature of his inheritance, it was obvious that Leia Organa had a great lawyer. And had absolutely no trust in her then-teenage son to manage anything. She wasn’t wrong, though...]
Sun. Yeah... it’s up there.
Just gonna sit on the steps. Hugging the railing like my life depends on it.
Probably does.
Totally does.
Can’t stop hearing the crash and seeing the blood and feeling the no no no... don’t go there, don’t go there...
1, because if that wasn’t written for him, I dunno what is.
I KNOW RIGHT
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I’m surprised I was lucid enough to sign anything...
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To be fair, it was more a scribble than a signature, but I think that still counts.
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You got more copies of that all that legal stuff? Maybe I should sign it for real this time.
[never mind the fact that he doesn’t even question what it said, or what assets he might be bequeathing to who. Kylo clearly trusts you.]
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Yeah, I do. We can go through them whenever you're ready.
[Good choice. Jyn is only looking out for Kylo, not interested in taking advantage of him. Y'know, like a good friend should.]
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Now.
How about now. Now sounds like a good time.
[a very good thing. Because in reality, he’s fucking loaded with a trust fund that many an unscrupulous partner would want for themselves. And abusive ex-boyfriends make awful powers of attorney.]
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Please don't. Okay? Just don't. For a while, could you just
TRY
to hold off?
I'll be there soon.
[And all Jyn wants is to make sure that he's as safe as possible. It's not an easy job, but she's doing her best. Best to keep those unscrupulous people away legally as well as physically - and she's threatened a few about not showing their faces anytime soon.]
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Jyn, I...
I’m gonna go sit outside.
Wait for you...
Bring a pen. Not sure if I still have one that works.
Or anything that works.
[god, someone has to.]
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I'll work on it.
It'll take time, but I'll work on it.
It's gonna be okay, you know?
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He said I should. After Mom and Dad both died...
We were together.
It made sense...
Don’t let me think about it. Don’t let me think about it. Not if you want me anywhere close to sober by the time you get here and fix it like you fix everything somehow.
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But we'll write up a new one and update it with your lawyer. I don't want that man having any sort of access to you or your property whatsoever.
I will do anything in my power to keep you safe.
It's a beautiful day, K. Just sit outside and enjoy the sun. I will be with you soon.
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Sun. Yeah... it’s up there.
Just gonna sit on the steps. Hugging the railing like my life depends on it.
Probably does.
Totally does.
Can’t stop hearing the crash and seeing the blood and feeling the no no no... don’t go there, don’t go there...
SUN.
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Look around.
Breathe the fresh air.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Try to clear your mind.
I know you don't meditate but I know that you know how.
Try it.
Close your eyes and try to remember that everything is going to be okay.
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Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Don’t think about the scars
In.
Out.
In.
Not that kind of out. In. In...
Nothing’s ever going to be okay...