ryann comes in jars ([personal profile] cornichaun) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2020-04-06 10:19 pm

The Helpful Hostage Meme

THE HELPFUL HOSTAGE (maybe) (hopefully) MEME!


Running from a wrongful accusation of murder? Wounded by your archenemy and looking for a place to hide? Need a pilot to go after those drug lords escaping across the border? Don't have time to go through the official channels? Find a hostage! And make them help you.

In this meme, one person desperately needs help. And, in order to get it, they grab another character. Off the street, out of their car, from a restaurant.

PROMPTS: (optional)
1 - MEDICAL ATTENTION.. You're bleeding, in pain and desperate, and you need medical attention. Right now. What will you do? Break into a private practice after hours? Find a darkened house or apartment with a convenient bathroom?
2 - SHELTER. The cops are after you. The temperature is dropping below -20. You're out in the middle of nowhere and you're starving. You don't have any options left - except for this.
3 - TRANSPORTATION. You need to get out of town. Fast. Can't buy a car, can't rent a car, can't take a bus - how do you leave?
4 - PROFESSIONAL SKILLS. You need a doctor. A lawyer. A pilot. A spy. And you know just the one. And you're going to get their help whether they want it or not.
5 - A HOSTAGE. You need a body to threaten. Maybe it's the President's daughter; maybe it's just someone off the street. Either way, it's leverage you're after. Maybe you'll turn them loose once you get to the border.
6 - FINISH THE CRIME. Get the manager who can open the bank vault. Or whatever else you need to commit your act of murder, sabotage and/or thievery.
7 - IT WAS AN ACCIDENT???? Fuck.
8 - CHOOSE YOUR OWN.
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-03 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
It comes easily: "Perhaps not. But I can try." Perched beside him, she pulls his hand into her lap, stroking over the knuckles with her thumb. "I want to try."

She meets everything uncertain and different with the same answer, always. Not being willing to try is where things always begin to break down, and Maker or someone help her, she won't contribute to that anymore. She can't bear to.

Doubtless he would not appreciate the comparison, but she takes his words just as she did when Sera spoke about the alienage, or the Bull spoke about the Qun: nothing resembling her own experience, but still very real, still felt and seen in a thousand ways she could never truly know.

"It sounds incredible," she ventures, unsure whether he would welcome her thoughts or see them as an interruption. She isn't trying to rush him, just to follow. "But... there was more to it than a paradise."

Else the Evanuris would not have risen, she presumes.
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-03 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Does it sound like a paradise?" He is a little surprised. "I suppose it might; the sky was lovely, after all."

He weaves his fingers with hers.

"I was none so happy. The village moved so slow the river where we got our name wore tracks into the rocky ground before our very eyes. And I was treated with caution, because I had been born with an ability known to invite strife." He looks up, and above them, the sky is progressing into late sunset, with traces of stars starting to appear above. "I could dream down the sky."

He sighs, his gaze dropping again.

"These memories," he tells her, "are as far from this place," gesturing to the fountains, "as we are." Unbelievably ancient times. "It is difficult to bring them to mind again."

He pauses, and he explains dream down the sky.

"When I slept, I called the Fade to me. And spirits, as well. This was not a threat to those of the village, but it was an annoyance, and I began to roam, wider and wider, before I even reached a century. I welcomed the spirits, because they were the only ones who could teach me about what I could do." A hint of a smile. "Some of the first mages learned at the feet of dragons -- that legend is true. My path was different.

"We are far from the Evanuris yet. The Elvhen were not the only race on Thedas; the dwarves were below, not as long-lived as we though they built to last. We had peace, for they lived at the root of sky and Fade, and we lived in the branch, and far above the spirits in the leaves." In this last sentence, he slips into the same rhythm he often used to tell of the Fade's memories.
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-03 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Despite the sobriety of the topic, a smile briefly touches Trevelyan's face at the way Solas describes his youth. It sounds so normal — a unique, gifted child, bored and uncomfortable in his provincial home. Are some things truly so universal?

Endless questions crowd her mouth, but she bites them back, not wanting to distract or derail what is obviously taking a great deal of effort. It had always been clear, whenever she spoke to him so long ago, that he was unused to being listened to. Now she knows how true that is, so that's what she offers: she listens, watching him as he speaks, her only movement the gentle twine of her fingers around his.

And it's as easy to do as it had ever been. She could lose whole hours in it when she had no pressing concerns as Inquisitor. His voice is the only clear thing around them, now: the sounds of flowing water are muffled, as if blocked by panes of glass, and there seem to be no wisps around to affect even the simple role of animals or insects, let alone the act of reflecting the people who must have lived here, once, when it was real and whole.

Part of her wonders if it's intentional, if he's keeping them away somehow, or if it's simply the only way he can see the structures anymore — impossibly lonely.
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-04 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Such things do not last."

He moves to his feet, but it is not to break away from her, just to pace, to move. The distance between them is not the point, and he is not withdrawing.

"The truth is that I do not know how the war began," he confesses. "I was not there. I already knew what the dwarves were, of course, and I suspect the dragons did as well..." He waves a hand. "I am sorry. I forget: you only saw pieces of the puzzle when we descended to the deep places. Dwarves then were not as they are now. They were more like... ants. Not that they were small, but they were pieces of a whole, united by the song of the stone. The Titans. Each Titan had their dwarves, but those are not quite the right words. Titans were not anything without the minds of the dwarves, and in that, they were a sort of creature of the whole, something like the way a city is nothing without its people. But, then, the opposite was true as well; the dwarves lacked something animating without the Titans, and it is wrong to say that they weren't commanded, on some level, by the Titan's will.

"I knew this, of course, because I had already walked a Titan's dreams."

That is an experience beyond words, and yet it is the only way that he knows to get into a dwarf's dreams now. Common wisdom has it that dwarves do not dream, or have no connection to the Fade. This is wrong.

"As I said, I do not know how the war began. The stories that came later were all self-serving, true or not. The dwarves said that the Old Gods, the dragons, wanted to bleed the lyrium out of the stone because their own power was beginning to fade. The dragons communicated to elves, later, that dwarves had begun to destroy their homes beneath the earth for their endless Deep Roads. It is true, regardless, that dragons had begun to try to harness individuals the way the Titans harnessed dwarves. Perhaps the Titans felt that was a threat."

He spreads his hands. "These things were all inevitable, in retrospect, but at the time, it was very sudden. We were at war. Against the Titans, because the mages of the Elvhen were promised power by the Old Gods."

It is very hard to summarize what happened after that. When he experienced it, and when he found out what had happened, and when he had found out why, and all of that strewn through layers of lies and violence...

"I oversimplify, I hope you know that," he tells her. "But here it is: the Titans were held back. The Old Gods gave power to a handful of Elvhen mages directly, and they grew mad on the dragon's song. The elves broke with their allies, and were torn in two, some following the old Gods, some following the new generals who stood against them. You may have guessed this already, but the ones who followed the dragons became known, in time, as the Forgotten Ones, because they gave their names for power.

"There were truces, skirmishes; the peace was never easy, but the dwarven empire thrived, as did Elvhenan. Humans have never known the problem that came next, though -- those old heroes, the generals that threw off the yoke of the old gods, never left. They just gained more and more power, and they began to see younger elves as... less. They seemed to be the only ones who mattered, and life was an endless game between them."

He takes a seat again.

"Between... us. For I was one of very few who could walk below and above, and thus, had I been naive, I would have been used ceaselessly by both sides. I was not naive." He meets Trevelyan's eyes. "Understand, we did not wish to kill one another. It was subjugation, submission, service. That was the truest power there ever could be, for a mage who already had everything else.

"You asked when I had been at court. Well." The empty fountains... "We danced in great palaces of stone and magic, and we wielded daggers in the dark. And, eventually, it seemed only I could see that the Evanuris had become the evil that they had once sought to overcome. I rebelled -- but that part of the story you have already heard."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-04 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
As Solas speaks, Trevelyan watches him pace, rooted in place with the opposite compulsion. The same yawning sense of unbalance that had thrown her so deeply off-course before, when he told her of Andraste, returns a thousand fold.

"Maker's breath," she murmurs, drawing her hand over her eyes. "I feel like I should be taking notes."

It might have been a sarcastic quip at any other time, but when she drops her hand, she's looking at Solas with genuine, intense concentration, mixed with a distant horror at all she's hearing.

"Just so I'm clear: the Titans and the dwarves functioned as some sort of... collective entity, like a hive and its queen. Regardless of who threw the first punch between them and the Old Gods, the dragons were also trying to — enslave people's will? Bind it to them? And then they... you... were not fighting the dwarves at all, but one another."

She's stricken, not for the first time but perhaps the most keenly, with just how much Solas has endured.
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-04 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
"Astonishing, isn't it, how much can be lost." A sigh. "We hardly ever wrote down our history; what purpose, when we would always be alive to tell it?"

What bitter irony there.

"The dragons succeeded," he says. "And they still do, what of them remain. And it seems some titans keep the practice, as well. I'm afraid that is what you abandoned that young dwarf to, at the heart of her new titan."

He smiles a faint smile, without much amusement to it. "Your history would seem as incredible, if it were condensed.

"Before I go on, I must mention lyrium. Your kind have thought it was the raw stuff of the Fade, or the source of magic itself; some have thought it is just a drug that enables closer connection with the Fade. Now you've seen that it is the blood of titans. Yes? In a way, all those things are wrong, but each of them has some truth. I told you that titans are at the root of everything, and this is true. Magic and its opposite -- that force wielded by Templars -- both come from lyrium. Control of lyrium now means control of the world; the same was true before the veil, too."

He takes a breath.

"Again, I can't say easily how it came to this next point, or who had the first idea for it. It could have been the Old Ones, the Forgotten Ones, or the Evanuris, but something terrible was created. A way to control magic, or a weapon, or one that could simply be used as the other." A shake of his head. "Mythal refused to partake of it. She was murdered for her stand." His voice is tight. "This new power would spread like a sickness, to everything it touched. It corrupted. And it was concentrated in a perversion of an idol, carved into lyrium turned red."

He looks to Trevelyan. "The Evanuris made the Blight, and they were ready to let it loose."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-04 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Flemeth — Mythal — had said much the same, when Trevelyan had recalled the Ferelden legends of her name. One day, someone will summarize the terrible events of your life so quickly.

Then there's an odd sort of ringing in Trevelyan's ears, and dimly she realizes that all the blood has drained from her head, leaving her numb and slack-jawed and swaying backwards, only saved from keeling herself into the fountain at the last moment by some automatic instinct.

"The Blight was engineered?" she hears herself say from some great distance, as if a thousand miles away and deep underwater. "Deliberately?" There's something trembling over her open mouth — her fingers, cool and apart from herself.

Not divine punishment from a wrathful god like the Chantry insisted, corralling mages away from their families to prevent such justice being dealt again. Not a terrible but natural aspect of the world, in the manner of plague and infection. A weapon, forged with the same cold distant intent as a blade. It had not reached lyrium, as Bianca had believed. It had started there.

She meets Solas' gaze, but her eyes are glassy, every line in her body shaking faintly. "But... but the First Blight — that was long after, after..."
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-04 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
He reaches out, and he pulls her hand to him, holds her hand in both of his. Long fingers stroke along her knuckles, turn her palm-up and trace the lines.

"Did you ever truly doubt that it was someone's make?" he asks, genuinely. "Whether divine punishment or magic gone wrong, or worse? It was not there, and then it was, and there is only one way that ever has happened."

It was too many shocks, too quickly. She is always impatient to get to the answer, to the end, and he let himself match the pace. Humans have changed him so much -- he wonders if he will even recognize himself, eventually.

If there is an eventually.

"Corypheus," he agrees. "Because the Blight was stopped, then. Arrogant as I was, I knew I could stop it: all the wars. All the slavery. The new, fresh threat. Do you see now?"

Do you see why he raised the Veil?

"Because every other option was worse," he says, quoting himself, calling back to a moment where he would not give her even this much chance. "I did not lie to you."

He says that quite often in this story, it seems. I did not lie to you. No, he just fed her crumbs of the truth, too scant to reach any conclusions.

With a wave of his free hand, Solas calls water out of one of the fountains. It turns itself into a frozen model, something like the black city, a shape with seven sides. "Seven gates to the Black City," he says. "Seven Old Gods, one slumbering at each entrance, to keep it in. To keep them in." He opens his hand, and seven blue lights spring into being, little wisps coming at Solas's invitation. "But when someone finds a way to break the seal on those entrances, steps inside, and finds the Blight within..."

One of the lights turns red.

"You see, your Chantry was not so wrong, after all," says Solas. "The magisters were the ones who let it out."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-04 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
When she was given reason to think of the Blight at all, of course she had refused to believe the Chantry's story — the alternative was accepting that she deserved her place in the Circle, lest she grow mad with power and take aim for the Black City again, as if all mages were simply waiting for the chance. The Blight was either her fault, personally and specifically, for the sin of being a mage, or it was outside of anyone's control, and that meant what had been done to her was wrong.

But she can't make herself form the words. Her tongue has dissolved, her voice has escaped her body entirely.

No, there's her tongue: she's bitten it at his deflection of the half-truths he led her through, because now is not the time for her to start that fight. Not if she wants to hear the truths she's been demanding, however world-altering they may be.

"... I never doubted why you created the Veil, Solas," she finally says, and though her voice is thin, it is steady. "I am no stranger to terrible acts committed with hope for something better."

Pulling deep breaths into her lungs, in the hope that the clear air might dispel some of the numb shock clouding her, she looks to the delicate diorama. This, at least, was only confirmation of what Corypheus had already said, though that doesn't make it any better to hear.

Then she frowns: "The dwarves say the darkspawn came from the deep first, then came to Tevinter after. How did it reach the Titans from the Black City?"
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-04 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nonetheless: I wanted to tell you." He focuses away from her, but it's something other than a desire for distance that makes him do so. A bit of shyness, maybe. "That day, when I told you of the vallaslin," he says. "I wanted to tell you then. I nearly did." His head dips. He isn't sure what makes him confess that now.

He is distracted by her query.

The question impresses and pleases him. Even in this, curiosity and intelligence have a quick way to Solas's heart.

"The dragons sleep far underground," he explains. "They are there, as well as in the Fade. In fact, I think that was the magisters reached the Fade -- your legend has it that the Old Gods guided them, and I see no reason to doubt that, but I was not conscious then, so I cannot say for certain.

"Since then, it has been much more difficult for any who aren't darkspawn to find them. Which is a poor silver lining, to the Blight. All of them were infected; now, only those who are blighted themselves can hear the dragon's song. A Grey Warden hears the song because they, too, have become servants of the old gods, though their connection is weaker. And thus the Blight's cycle: darkspawn seeking the source of that endless song, awakening their god, and then trying to spread their servitude through the land."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-05 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
And instead, he'd given her information she could never use, because it would only make her look like yet another arrogant human trying to tell the elves how to live, and then left her confused and alone. Would it have been better, if he had told her the truth he intended? Would it have changed anything?

Useless speculation. Trevelyan's gaze lingers on the floating wisps. Spirit magic had never been her strongest suit — blessed with an incompatible temperament, her seniors claimed, though she'd always understood that to mean "impatient smart-ass" in politer terms. Still, she untangles her hand from Solas' and reaches out for the crimson wisp, slowly to avoid startling it. Stroking two fingers over it in the same manner as Leliana soothing her ravens, then gathering it in her palm to take it away from the wrought ice.

"Dumat," she counts quietly, "Zazikel," and she takes another wisp, gentle as collecting kittens, "Toth, Andoral... Urthemiel."

It leaves two lonely glowing lights, the last sentinels in the little city. "Razikale and Lusacan are still there." And Solas had made very clear his scathing opinion on the Wardens' goal of eliminating every Archdemon to end the Blights permanently. Privately, she had not thought it especially reasonable of him — what else could have been done? Allow darkspawn to overrun the world?

In less charitable moments, she's wondered whether Solas would have preferred that because it would mean an empty world he could raze without guilt, rather than the one that exists now. If he had just told her...

Although she's fairly sure by now that she's worked out the answer, she still has to ask it: "What else are they holding back?"
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-05 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Must there be anything else?" he asks. "Isn't the Blight-to-end-all-Blights enough? At least, with the ones so far, the destruction of the Archdemon has ended it. Once the last Archdemon dies, there is nothing between the Black City and the Titans."

The wisps are pliant and -- happy? They seem to be very willing to move at her direction, and then they swirl around her in something that seems like excitement and approval. Solas watches with a hint of a smile on his face.

It has been said, recently, that the Dread Wolf is a hypocrite, because he destroys those who bind spirits and yet he commands them himself. Those who say this are wrong. Solas only ever asks, and many of the Fade's spirits know him, and respect him.

"But the Evanuris are still there." He stops. "I cannot explain why Corypheus did not encounter them," he says. "They may have been dormant. But if the last of the old gods fall, everything there is free. And with only two left... the last Blight is coming. It cannot be stopped by any means you now possess."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-05 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
And there it is, as she suspected. How clever, and how terrible, using one enemy to bind another. Not unlike, Trevelyan reflects, using one enemy to take down another, and expose its own weaknesses in doing so.

(It had always seemed a little funny how much he and Vivienne loathed each other, considering they would have been terrifying as a united front.)

Still dizzy and hollowed-out with horror, she is quiet for a moment, unmoving as the wisps weave through her loose hair like particularly bold fireflies. She's too raw-nerved to fully enjoy the sweet distraction of their playfulness, but neither does she want her distress to cause them any unhappiness, so she raises her hand again, lets them dance along her fingers as she tries to gather the fragments of herself back up again.

"Hello, lovelies," she murmurs to them. "Were you pleased to be invited? I bet you were."

No, she's never taken those parts of the reports of Solas' movements at their word, not when they described him as accompanied by demons, summoned like some ordinary maleficar — nonsense. If he had spirits at his side, they would have been no more bound to him than Dorian or Sera or Varric were bound to her, just like these wisps.

She pulls in another deep sigh, letting her hand drop so the wisps may dart aimlessly away.

"So we're looking at an endless Blight that will swallow the world. Deep in the earth are beings of unimaginable size and power whose infection will devastate the very land we walk on. And either on its heel or accompanying it, there will be a collection of newly-unbound and probably very cross ancient mage tyrants."
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-06 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
It's actually something of a relief to have it summarized. Solas lets out a breath, and shakes his head.

"I bought you a millennia or two," he says. "Should be enough, right?"

His tone is ironic, a little humorous.
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-06 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Leveling him a narrow, searching look, Trevelyan is silent again. Then:

"No," and she claps her hand to her lap, standing with purpose. "It sounds like we have a great deal of work to do, and not much time to do it in."

She is nearly of a height with Solas, when drawn up fully, her expression now both expectant and pointed. "I still don't understand what removing the Veil will solve in any of this, either."
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-06 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Again, he looks briefly surprised. But, then, perhaps she just isn't familiar with the legends of Fen'harel, to know what his preferred tactics are.

"To set them against one another, of course," he says.

And to have Arlathan rise from the ashes.

The steps in his plan involve weakening them both as much as possible, while preparing the area around Tevinter for upheaval through the Fade. Set the Old Gods against the Evanuris, and after fight the foe that is weakened. By ripping down the Veil, he may also, on some level, be able to strengthen the Titans against infection... This may have consequences for the dwarves. But, if it does the way he plans, the dwarves will be united in time to destroy the weakened foe.
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-06 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course," she echoes, throwing her hand in the air — not mocking, but certainly exasperated.

It's her turn to pace now, the sound of her footsteps oddly muted on the crystalline floor. The sun, such as it is, has all but vanished, leaving the spires limned in starlight seemingly from within. Breathtaking, but she can't enjoy the view.

"No," she says again, sharply, "no, I can't accept this. I will not. We are not helpless. We are not collateral."

Contacts, contacts — the Hero of Ferelden, obviously. Hawke's Dalish friend, the one who cleansed an Eluvian. Fiona. If they can start getting consistent results with purification, perhaps they can cut out at least one part of the Blight's danger. And then...

"I was happy to find a way to take down the Veil when I thought it just was about restoring magic. But you cannot use it to throw us bleeding into the water for whoever surfaces first."
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-07 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Cleverness is not helplessness. Our greatest asset is that the two are enemies." He says this matter-of-factly.

In addition, he expects that the Qun will be thrown into chaos by the Veil's destruction, and they will be the most logical initial target. He'll throw them bleeding into the water without hesitation. And with their invasion of Tevinter, they're in the perfect position to be struck.

"I assure you: the first blood will not be yours."

Here, he does not say that his own death makes strategic sense. There are others who will carry on the work, and he may... reassemble, or return, given time. Like Mythal. But he is the most obvious enemy for the Evanuris to strike, and if he deprives them of that chance... their focus will change. Perhaps they won't even see his forces as a threat.
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-09 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Scrubbing her hand over her face, Trevelyan scoffs out a humorless laugh. As if waiting later down the line for the butcher's knife is any better.

Maker, this is too many fronts. The Veil, the Blight, the Old Gods and the Evanuris. Even if she forces herself to wake up now and send the information on, is it too late? Why couldn't he have said something before, when there would have been more time?

"Why now?" she mutters, more to herself than anything, and then to Solas: "Why are you even telling me any of this? Why now? And why go through this whole charade," with an expansive, sarcastic gesture at their surroundings, "of capturing me for this? You know perfectly well I would have listened if you'd reached out to me." Like a normal person goes unsaid, but it's in the arch of her brows.
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-13 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
"The charade of capturing you?" asks Solas, his voice suddenly mild.

For she is captured. Just -- twice. Once in the flesh, once in the Fade. All the easier to keep her there.

"I did not bring you here to tell you these things," he says. "You have asked for them."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-13 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
"I've been asking for ages now," she points out with a huff, "and you never saw fit to answer me before. So something's changed. Why now?"

She mimics the way he folds his arms behind his back when he's being thoughtful (or smug) to conceal how she clenches her fist. "What's different? Why —"

Her nails dig hard into the meat of her palm, hard, and it stings... and the Fade does not so much as waver around her. The bite of pain does nothing to send her jolting awake like it should, and her nerves all ice over in one swift, terrible drop.

"... Why can't I wake up."
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-13 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
"Because you haven't the power to overcome mine."

He sounds tired.

"I have no word you will understand beyond the Tevinter one, so -- somniari are too rare in this time for you to know how to defend yourself against one." Even if she could match a sorcerer of his age.

He hates the look on her face. Shouldn't she know by now? The Dread Wolf never relies on one trap when he can set a half-dozen.

"You deserve a chance," he says. "That's why I told you."
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-15 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Had she been a Dalish elf, raised on terrifying stories of the Dread Wolf, she might have been more able to mesh what she's learned with the man she knows. She spoke to Hawen, after her arm had healed enough that she could travel again, and asked for everything he could tell her about Fen'Harel; but even understanding what she did, she could not begin to see Solas in those tales. Neither does she recognize any laughing-mad monster in the heavy slope of his shoulders, the unhappy cant of his mouth.

It was a name given to him, inflicted on him much the way Inquisitor was thrown into her unwilling hands. She fooled herself, perhaps, in thinking that it felt the same to him as hers did: something that covered, but did not subsume, the person within. Solas first, and Jessamine first.

At least she was self-aware enough to know this for the weakness it is, when faced with the necessity of approaching Solas from the angle of an enemy. She can help, she'll do what she can, but she's a liability more than an asset, and it's entirely why she passed along the full responsibility to strangers who could not know him. Who could not love him. Who could probably better predict his traps, or at least know to expect them, when she herself still walked eyes-shut off the cliff of him.

Told herself not to trust him, and did anyway. There's a word for fools who expect different results from the same actions, isn't there?

The sting in her hand doesn't abate when she loosens her fist. She throws a short, flickering glance down and sees why: in her anger, her nails broke the skin. Blood wells up between her fingers, scattering in arcs that mar the spotless crystal floor as she shakes her hand by reflex and hisses a curse.

"Fine," she says, fighting to keep her voice level. "A chance. I've done more with less."

She'd had him at her side when she did, though.
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[personal profile] veilwalker 2020-05-16 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Strange, but this, now: here is where Solas's heart breaks.

Here, where she is trapped and at his mercy, and still she says: I have done more with less. Here, where he has shocked her and outraged her, over and over, unspeakable blows to the root of her history and her faith. Here. Here, in the quietest ruins of the Fade.

He would fall to his knees, or scream, or shatter the Fade around them. But he cannot. His scars bleed and the blood doesn't show.

I've done more with less.

You took my heart with less.

With a whisper of magic, Solas melts from elf to sleek, black wolf. Six-eyed, fangs and claws, but not so looming-large for all that. Not like the worst nightmare portraits of Fen'harel.

He steps up and he noses at her hand. Licks at the blood. Ears low, tail low, and a soft whine in his throat.

Wolves do not hold themselves in as Solas does. It is easier like this.
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[personal profile] spiritbladed 2020-05-17 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
It never happened like this in all her other dreams of him. The wolf watched her, seemingly mournful, but the distance between them was fixed, vast and impassable no matter how she reached for him.

The corners of her mouth twist, a little sullen, trying and failing not to be moved by the low whimper tugging at her basic instinct to offer comfort at the sound of pain. Is that how it works now? Will she always have to bleed for him to reach back for her?

A sigh, and all the bitterness slips out of her loose grasp; not like water through her fingers, but oil — clinging to her skin, but impossible to hold in volume. She turns her hand palm-up to him in offer, the sensation of animal tongue sliding over her skin not exactly pleasant, but still soothing. Because it's him. Always because it's him.

She strokes up the soft velvet of his muzzle, fingers sinking furrows through the thick fur around his neck. Presses a kiss to the crown of his heavy head, breathing him in, warm and animalic.

"We'll find a way," she murmurs. "You'll see."

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