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midnight texting

The Midnight Texting Meme It's the middle of the night and you're trying to catch some z's — or brooding alone in the alleys, as one does — when your phone dings and suddenly a stranger or a friend is texting you. What could they possibly want at this hour? Is it important? Stupid? Are they drunk or maybe just needy? ● Post with your character's name and canon on the subject line, indicate preferences as needed |
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Maybe he will with this bonding thing his team's got going on, too. Then again, it was all a misunderstanding? He thinks. So maybe there's nothing to give in to.
He blows out a breath that turns into a soft, humorless laugh. "Twenty eight, Jesus christ." All of this has only made him feel even older. How can he keep up? He's stayed away from this aspect of life for so long, that he feels utterly lost. "You're a really good guy, Joaquin. You should be out there having fun. I'm... old and outdated. My time for all of this- it ended a long time ago."
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Joaquin shakes his head, taking a step closer into Bucky's space. "You might be a little old fashioned but you're time definitely hasn't ended." He didn't even really get a time to have it. Between the war and HYDRA and everything else. "You just need to give yourself permission to just... be you. Whoever that is now. And he's allowed to want things. Maybe they aren't so out of reach, either."
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Sometimes it still feels like he's stuck, though. He's right back there in his dreams, in his nightmares, in the things he can't move on from- but he doesn't want to be.
Joaquin steps into his space and his gaze lowers, feeling his heart beating hard in his chest. He's allowed to want things. Bucky looks at Joaquin, those encouraging words wrapping around his heart. It's those words, and the way that Joaquin is looking at him that have him wanting to find out who he is, and to give himself the permission to do so.
He shifts into Joaquins space as well, then leans in to press a soft kiss against his lips.
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He's pretty certain his brain completely short circuits because he wants this but he'd almost given up hope of having it. At least, he had until Bucky showed up at his door and then that hope had sparked back to life, even if he wanted to pretend it hadn't.
When the kiss breaks, Joaquin presses his forehead against Bucky's, brushing their noses together. His fingers are tangled gently in the hair at the back of Bucky's neck, blunt nails scratching gently at his scalp. He opens his mouth to say something but the words fail, a soft laugh taking their place before he leans in to kiss him again.
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When Joaquin's hands connect against his body, holding on to him, those nerves start to ebb away. This is okay. It's okay now, and he wants it.
Joaquin is so sweet about it too, keeping that contact even after the kiss breaks. This part is frightening as well. What does he say, what doesn't he say? What is Joaquin about to say? But it hardly matters because a moment later Joaquin is kissing him again, and Bucky's right hand moves to his hip as well, kissing him a little deeper this time. A little more confident instead of fully laced with nerves.
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He's content to stand here and make out in the kitchen but there are also far better places to do that too so, when he pulls away to breathe, hands still resting against Bucky's body because he doesn't wanna go too far, he indicates with his head towards the hallway. "Am I being too forward if I invite you to my room?"
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It's been a damn long time, but he still remembers, chasing the last kiss with another, until they need to breathe. He breathes out against Joaquin's lips, then pulls back a little as well, glancing toward the hallway before he looks at Joaquin again. "Just as long as none of the food burns."
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It's clean and tidy - something he can thank the military discipline for - and carefully decorated. Mostly photos of his family on the dresser, a couple of posters on the wall, some random trinkets from his travels. It's nothing special, but it's home and the bed is comfortable. He doesn't even spare it a glance in favour of tugging Bucky into another soft kiss, backing himself up so he can sit down on the edge of the mattress. "Tell me what you need."
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Joaquin's hand feels warm in his as he gets pulled to the bedroom, and even just that feels nice. He's so goddamn touch starved.
Touch starved and nervous all over again as they enter the bedroom, and he gets pulled into another soft kiss. He leans into it, then pulls away as Joaquin sits, just staring at him for a long moment.
"I..." What does he need? What does he need. "I don't know." He feels pathetic, and he doesn't want to screw this up. "What do you think I need?"
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"I can't decide that for you." He can't and he won't because there's no way he's going to tell the man what he does and doesn't want. It's not consent if there's a chance he's coerced Bucky into it and consent is the most important thing. "Do you want me to touch you? Do you want to touch me? We can just make out, if that's all you want."
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He doesn't mean to be giving up his decisions, but sometimes that's still just second nature to him. Joaquin is right though, and Buckys grateful for it. "I want you to touch me, And I wanna touch you. And I really want to keep making out."
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"You can touch me, wherever you want. You can have whatever you want." He means it, goes so far as to take Bucky's other hand and press it against his chest, his own finding Bucky's thigh. "Tell me where you want me."
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"I wanna touch you everywhere," he says quietly, letting his hand press against Joaquin's chest, thumb running back and forth over his shirt. "I haven't done this in a really long time, though. Really long. And never with- you know. A guy."
Just to put it out there, since Joaquin mentioned Steve. He wished for it, dreamt of it, but it never happened.
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At the mention of him having never done this with a man, Joaquin feels his own heart rate pick up. It means something, that he’s Bucky’s first. That Bucky chose him and he can’t stop himself from leaning in for another kiss, hand retuning to Bucky’s hair to cup the back of his head.
Pressing his forehead against Bucky’s, he offers a small smile. “Whatever you want, as much as you want. You set the pace. I’m not in a hurry.”
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He hopes not, but he'd understand.
Joaquin leans in to kiss him, and he feels like that's a reassurance. He kisses back deeply, wanting to give him one as well. He wants this. He wants Joaquin.
"I wanna keep kissing you," he murmurs against Joaquin's lips. "And then I wanna kiss you all over."
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"Anything you want, cariño." He means it, whatever Bucky wants he can have, Joaquin will give it to him. Contrary to his previous actions, Joaquin pulls away so that he can scoot up the bed and rest against the pillows, indicating for Bucky to follow. "C'mere."
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But none of that seems to be a worry right now. Not when Joaquin is making soft noises that he somehow pulled from him. He's made people feel bad for so long, and now he can make someone feel good. It really is something.
Bucky smiles a little when Joaquin scoots back, and he shifts to follow, leaning over the younger man a little as he presses in for another kiss. His hand slides up Joaquin's chest as he does so, moving up his neck and into his hair. It's so different from what he's ever experienced, but the way it makes him feel is the same.
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It's easy enough to spread his thighs and make room for the other man between his legs, tugging him closer gently with his own hand in Bucky's hair. Has he pointed out how much he likes that Bucky has let it grow out again? Because he really likes it.
He pushes up into the kiss, smiling against Bucky's lips.
"Dios mio, eres hermoso."
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He doesn't plan on climbing completely between Joaquin's legs, but when the other man spreads them the way he does, Bucky can't help but move between them, getting closer. He likes Joaquin's hand in his hair. It pulls a soft sound from him as well, but it gets lost in the kiss as Bucky tries to deepen it.
Those words make him feel warm all over and he smiles as well, ducking his head down into Joaquin's neck to press a kiss there. "So are you."
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His right hand finds Bucky's shoulder, the metal firm under his grip and he pulls the other man further down onto him before trailing his hand down his back to grip the bottom of his t-shirt, pulling it up just a bit, questioning. "Can I?"
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When his body presses down against the younger man's, he can feel heat moving through him. It's often almost impossible for him to get aroused, but it seems like maybe he just needed the hold of another man. Maybe he needs the intensity of it too.
"Yeah. You can." He says before he can think too hard on it. "Can I take yours off too?"
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At the assent, Joaquin doesn't even hesitate, tugging Bucky's shirt up and guiding him away from his own body long enough to pull it over his head, his own following suit a second later so that they're both shirtless.
He takes a moment to marvel, hands trailing from Bucky's shoulders, across his chest and over his stomach, muscles twitching under his fingers. "Mierda, ¿cómo eres real? You are perfect." The only logical thing is to kiss him again, nipping at his bottom lip.
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They're pressed close enough where Bucky does start to feel Joaquin's arousal pressing up against him, and his hips rock forward before he can even think about it. Muscle memory, need and want.
Joaquin tugs Bucky's shirt off so easily, and he tries not too be too self conscious about it. It's mostly because of his vibranium arm, but Joaquin doesn't seem to care about the difference of it at all, and that definitely helps. Then Joaquin's shirt is off as well, and now Bucky gets to marvel at him, dragging his hands down the other man's chest.
He feels so far from perfect, but there's no arguing it here. His hands explore while he kisses Joaquin fiercely, his hips grinding down even if he's not as far along as Joaquin right now.
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The scars peeking out from around the vibranium arm are gnarly, but other than them, there's not a mark on Bucky's skin, unlike Joaquin's own. Healed burns mottle his shoulder and there's a decent surgical scar in the center of his torso. He doesn't focus on any of that, can't with the way Bucky is touching him and grinding against him, his erection pressed painfully against the zipper of his jeans.
Sprawling back out on the pillows, Joaquin smiles at Bucky, one leg curling around his hips to encourage him forward. God, the things he'd let this man do to him. "Dios mio, the things I would let you do to me, Bucky."
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The thought of it urges him on, makes him feel far more aroused as well. Maybe he won't even have to explain to Joaquin that sometimes he just can't even get it up. He's certainly getting there tonight.
Once he gets his good look, he dips his head down into the crook of the younger man's neck, kissing and nipping there, hoping it's alright. Joaquin is a vocal person, so it makes it easier to know, and Bucky can definitely appreciate that.
He rocks his hips again, slowly and deliberately, a smile touching his face as well. "Tell me."
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